Sunday, September 16, 2007

Making the Grade

September 16th, 2007

AAAHHH!!! Sunday, what will I do with myself? After church, I am going to do homework, homework, homework… and maybe watch a little football. But my focus will be on homework, since I am GROSSLY behind right now.

Making the Grade

Luke 13:22-30

Then Jesus went through the towns and villages, teaching as he made his way to Jerusalem. Someone asked him, “Lord, are only a few people going to be saved?”

He said to them, “Make every effort to enter through the narrow door, because many, I tell you, will try to enter and will not be able to. Once the owner of the house gets up and closes the door, you will stand outside knocking and pleading, ‘Sir, open the door for us.’

“But he will answer, ‘I don't know you or where you come from.’

“Then you will say, ‘We ate and drank with you, and you taught in our streets.’

“But he will reply, ‘I don't know you or where you come from. Away from me, all you evildoers!’

“There will be weeping there, and gnashing of teeth, when you see Abraham, Isaac and Jacob and all the prophets in the kingdom of God, but you yourselves thrown out. People will come from east and west and north and south, and will take their places at the feast in the kingdom of God. Indeed there are those who are last who will be first, and first who will be last.”

It says to “make every effort”. Am I doing that? Are you? I can’t speak for you, only you can do that, but I would have to say, for me, that I am not. I would like to say that I am, but the fact remains, I am not making every effort.

I watched a movie last week with my wife called “Dead Again” which, to be honest, is an OK movie. I didn’t care for Robin Williams’ character since he had a really bad mouth on him, but he did say something that caught my ear. He said (and this is not an exact quote) that those who try are afraid of commitment. Those who do things are not afraid of commitment. This was during a conversation about a guy who said he is “trying to quit smoking.”

That had brought up questions in my mind. Actually, it has brought up a lot of questions in my mind, since the observation about trying is on the money. Am I putting in the appropriate effort in my walk with God? Am I trying to follow God or am I following God? People who try to follow God are going to be the ones who do not get through the gate. Those who ARE following God may make mistakes, but they repent along the way and get through the gate. There is a difference. There is an effort by the ones who do versus the ones who try. God wants me to do things, not simply try.

What separates the person that God knows versus the person God doesn’t know? Well, I can look at it this way, what separates a person that I know from a person I do not know? A person I know, I spend time with. A person I don’t know, I do not spend time with. A person I do not know, I can’t think of anything I would buy for them, because I do not know what they like and dislike. A person I do not know, I can’t think of their favorite color, birthday, or what clothing they prefer. I do not know what they are allergic to or what type of candy bar they like. A person I do not know does not spend time with me, so there is no way of knowing what makes up the person’s character, whether they like to laugh a lot or prefer to be on a more serious tone. And if a person doesn’t spend time with God, how can he (God) “know” him (the person) either. After all, God does want time spent with him.

Make Every Effort (verb):

Agōnizomai (ag-o-nid'-zom-ahee)

  • To enter a contest: contend in the gymnastic games
  • To contend with adversaries, fight
  • Metaphorically to contend, struggle, with difficulties and dangers
  • To endeavor with strenuous zeal, strive: to obtain something
  • To struggle, literally (to compete for a prize), figuratively (to contend with an adversary), or generally (to endeavor to accomplish something): - fight, labor fervently, strive.

To make every effort means that there is a lot of work involved. I have to fight. I have to train. I have to be prepared for difficulties and dangers that may lie ahead. And I have to accomplish something. There has to be fruits of the labor. And if I ask myself if I have faced these lately and accomplished things, I am not exactly sure how the answer would be… maybe full of excuses? Could I answer that with a positive response? No, not really. I’ve had some flares of positive things, but overall, there is a HUGE gap for improvement. I am looking forward to the repentance. Johnny Out.

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Casting a Lot of Lots

September 13th, 2007

Casting a Lot of Lots

I’m not really sure where I am going to go with my QT today. Since there are things going on in the group I am in, a split to be exact, I think I will focus on that tonight.

Psalm 78

O my people, hear my teaching; listen to the words of my mouth. I will open my mouth in parables, I will utter hidden things, things from of old- what we have heard and known, what our fathers have told us. We will not hide them from their children; we will tell the next generation the praiseworthy deeds of the LORD, his power, and the wonders he has done. He decreed statutes for Jacob and established the law in Israel, which he commanded our forefathers to teach their children, so the next generation would know them, even the children yet to be born, and they in turn would tell their children. Then they would put their trust in God and would not forget his deeds but would keep his commands. They would not be like their forefathers— a stubborn and rebellious generation, whose hearts were not loyal to God, whose spirits were not faithful to him. The men of Ephraim, though armed with bows, turned back on the day of battle; they did not keep God's covenant and refused to live by his law. They forgot what he had done, the wonders he had shown them. He did miracles in the sight of their fathers in the land of Egypt, in the region of Zoan. He divided the sea and led them through; he made the water stand firm like a wall. He guided them with the cloud by day and with light from the fire all night. He split the rocks in the desert and gave them water as abundant as the seas; he brought streams out of a rocky crag and made water flow down like rivers. But they continued to sin against him, rebelling in the desert against the Most High. They willfully put God to the test by demanding the food they craved. They spoke against God, saying, "Can God spread a table in the desert? When he struck the rock, water gushed out, and streams flowed abundantly. But can he also give us food? Can he supply meat for his people?" When the LORD heard them, he was very angry; his fire broke out against Jacob, and his wrath rose against Israel, for they did not believe in God or trust in his deliverance. Yet he gave a command to the skies above and opened the doors of the heavens; he rained down manna for the people to eat, he gave them the grain of heaven. Men ate the bread of angels; he sent them all the food they could eat. He let loose the east wind from the heavens and led forth the south wind by his power. He rained meat down on them like dust, flying birds like sand on the seashore. He made them come down inside their camp, all around their tents. They ate till they had more than enough, for he had given them what they craved. But before they turned from the food they craved, even while it was still in their mouths, God's anger rose against them; he put to death the sturdiest among them, cutting down the young men of Israel. In spite of all this, they kept on sinning; in spite of his wonders, they did not believe. So he ended their days in futility and their years in terror. Whenever God slew them, they would seek him; they eagerly turned to him again. They remembered that God was their Rock, that God Most High was their Redeemer. But then they would flatter him with their mouths, lying to him with their tongues; their hearts were not loyal to him, they were not faithful to his covenant. Yet he was merciful; he forgave their iniquities and did not destroy them. Time after time he restrained his anger and did not stir up his full wrath. He remembered that they were but flesh, a passing breeze that does not return. How often they rebelled against him in the desert and grieved him in the wasteland! Again and again they put God to the test; they vexed the Holy One of Israel. They did not remember his power— the day he redeemed them from the oppressor, the day he displayed his miraculous signs in Egypt, his wonders in the region of Zoan. He turned their rivers to blood; they could not drink from their streams. He sent swarms of flies that devoured them, and frogs that devastated them. He gave their crops to the grasshopper, their produce to the locust. He destroyed their vines with hail and their sycamore-figs with sleet. He gave over their cattle to the hail, their livestock to bolts of lightning. He unleashed against them his hot anger, his wrath, indignation and hostility— a band of destroying angels. He prepared a path for his anger; he did not spare them from death but gave them over to the plague. He struck down all the firstborn of Egypt, the firstfruits of manhood in the tents of Ham. But he brought his people out like a flock; he led them like sheep through the desert. He guided them safely, so they were unafraid; but the sea engulfed their enemies. Thus he brought them to the border of his holy land, to the hill country his right hand had taken. He drove out nations before them and allotted their lands to them as an inheritance; he settled the tribes of Israel in their homes. But they put God to the test and rebelled against the Most High; they did not keep his statutes. Like their fathers they were disloyal and faithless, as unreliable as a faulty bow. They angered him with their high places; they aroused his jealousy with their idols. When God heard them, he was very angry; he rejected Israel completely. He abandoned the tabernacle of Shiloh, the tent he had set up among men. He sent the ark of his might into captivity, his splendor into the hands of the enemy. He gave his people over to the sword; he was very angry with his inheritance. Fire consumed their young men, and their maidens had no wedding songs; their priests were put to the sword, and their widows could not weep. Then the Lord awoke as from sleep, as a man wakes from the stupor of wine. He beat back his enemies; he put them to everlasting shame. Then he rejected the tents of Joseph, he did not choose the tribe of Ephraim; but he chose the tribe of Judah, Mount Zion, which he loved. He built his sanctuary like the heights, like the earth that he established forever. He chose David his servant and took him from the sheep pens; from tending the sheep he brought him to be the shepherd of his people Jacob, of Israel his inheritance. And David shepherded them with integrity of heart; with skillful hands he led them.

God does split things. He split the rocks in the desert to bring forth water for those who were thirsty. The people were grumbling for the water and the Lord provided. But if a house-church that has grown too big decides to split in lieu of space, how is one to choose which way to go?

Acts 1:23-26

So they proposed two men: Joseph called Barsabbas (also known as Justus) and Matthias. Then they prayed, “Lord, you know everyone's heart. Show us which of these two you have chosen to take over this apostolic ministry, which Judas left to go where he belongs.” Then they cast lots, and the lot fell to Matthias; so he was added to the eleven apostles.

This “casting lots” method has been used all the way back to Leviticus. The law was that there were two goats, one a scapegoat and the other was sacrificed. In fact, there are twenty scriptures (NIV) that refer to casting lots in the Old Testament. This brings up the question: how exactly is casting lots performed?

I found this from gotquestions.org…

Question: "What was the practice of casting lots?"

Answer:
The practice of casting lots is mentioned 70 times in the Old Testament and seven times in the New Testament. In spite of the many references to casting lots in the Old Testament, nothing is known about the actual lots themselves. They could have been sticks of various lengths, flat stones like coins, or some kind of dice; but their exact nature is unknown. The closest modern practice to casting lots is likely flipping a coin.

Well, it would appear there are another 50 scriptures in the OT that aren’t mentioned just by name (again, NIV). So, flipping a coin is, in a way, Biblical. And even though I believe in which group to go…

Proverbs 12:15

The way of a fool seems right to him, but a wise man listens to advice.

Proverbs 14:12

There is a way that seems right to a man, but in the end it leads to death.

Proverbs 16:25

There is a way that seems right to a man, but in the end it leads to death.

Proverbs 18:17-18

The first to present his case seems right, till another comes forward and questions him. Casting the lot settles disputes and keeps strong opponents apart.

I simply can not lean on my own understanding. I guess flipping a coin is the best way to go… One thing is for sure, I don’t want to go down a way that leads to death. Johnny Out.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

The Old Order of Things

TA-DA!

I’m back. Finally, the internet is back up. And, not only is it up, it is staying up. HOW NICE!!! I’ll be honest; I have been struggling spiritually while it was down. I guess it goes to show that I have been too dependent on the computer for my spirituality.

September 11th, 2007

It’s been six years since the devastation on the World Trade Centers. It actually happened on a Tuesday six years ago. I’m not sure what the title of my QT will be, but when it comes to me, I will place it below this paragraph.

The Old Order of Things

Something I want to do (and will do it here) is have a Psalm a day, so here is today’s psalm.

Psalm 69

Save me, O God, for the waters have come up to my neck. I sink in the miry depths, where there is no foothold. I have come into the deep waters; the floods engulf me. I am worn out calling for help; my throat is parched. My eyes fail, looking for my God. Those who hate me without reason outnumber the hairs of my head; many are my enemies without cause, those who seek to destroy me. I am forced to restore what I did not steal. You know my folly, O God; my guilt is not hidden from you. May those who hope in you not be disgraced because of me, O Lord, the LORD Almighty; may those who seek you not be put to shame because of me, O God of Israel. For I endure scorn for your sake, and shame covers my face. I am a stranger to my brothers, an alien to my own mother's sons; for zeal for your house consumes me, and the insults of those who insult you fall on me. When I weep and fast, I must endure scorn; when I put on sackcloth, people make sport of me. Those who sit at the gate mock me, and I am the song of the drunkards. But I pray to you, O LORD, in the time of your favor; in your great love, O God, answer me with your sure salvation. Rescue me from the mire, do not let me sink; deliver me from those who hate me, from the deep waters. Do not let the floodwaters engulf me or the depths swallow me up or the pit close its mouth over me. Answer me, O LORD, out of the goodness of your love; in your great mercy turn to me. Do not hide your face from your servant; answer me quickly, for I am in trouble. Come near and rescue me; redeem me because of my foes. You know how I am scorned, disgraced and shamed; all my enemies are before you. Scorn has broken my heart and has left me helpless; I looked for sympathy, but there was none, for comforters, but I found none. They put gall in my food and gave me vinegar for my thirst. May the table set before them become a snare; may it become retribution and a trap. May their eyes be darkened so they cannot see, and their backs be bent forever. Pour out your wrath on them; let your fierce anger overtake them. May their place be deserted; let there be no one to dwell in their tents. For they persecute those you wound and talk about the pain of those you hurt. Charge them with crime upon crime; do not let them share in your salvation. May they be blotted out of the book of life and not be listed with the righteous. I am in pain and distress; may your salvation, O God, protect me. I will praise God's name in song and glorify him with thanksgiving. This will please the LORD more than an ox, more than a bull with its horns and hoofs. The poor will see and be glad— you who seek God, may your hearts live! The LORD hears the needy and does not despise his captive people. Let heaven and earth praise him, the seas and all that move in them, for God will save Zion and rebuild the cities of Judah. Then people will settle there and possess it; the children of his servants will inherit it, and those who love his name will dwell there.

Revelation 2:8-11

“To the angel of the church in Smyrna write: These are the words of him who is the First and the Last, who died and came to life again. I know your afflictions and your poverty—yet you are rich! I know the slander of those who say they are Jews and are not, but are a synagogue of Satan. Do not be afraid of what you are about to suffer. I tell you, the devil will put some of you in prison to test you, and you will suffer persecution for ten days. Be faithful, even to the point of death, and I will give you the crown of life. He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. He who overcomes will not be hurt at all by the second death.

Revelation 21:1-4

Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and there was no longer any sea. I saw the Holy City, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride beautifully dressed for her husband. And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, “Now the dwelling of God is with men, and he will live with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.

He who overcomes… I love the sound of that. I still struggle and sin in areas that my character hasn’t developed.

Overcomes (verb):

Nikaō (Pronounced: nik-ah'-o)

  • To conquer
  • To carry off the victory, come off victorious
  • Of Christians, that hold fast their faith even unto death against the power of their foes, and temptations and persecutions
  • When one is arraigned or goes to law, to win the case, maintain one’s cause
  • To subdue (literally or figuratively): - conquer, overcome, prevail, get the victory.

This is good to know. When I overcome and change my character, I conquer. I come off victorious. To say that I can prevail is to imply that there is a battle going on and I believe that there is a battle going on. And to say that there is a battle going on within my being, my brain, my sinful nature, it means that there is a victory to be had. And I want that victory. The victory in question that I would really want is that of the third definition, to hold fast my faith – at all times. After discussing with my wife, I need to be more schedule oriented. I need to have a plan and act on that plan so that I can become more successful in my walk. I need success. Anyway, Johnny Out.