Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Oprah Pole

A Pole about Pornography Addiction: Taken from Oprah.com



Do you ever look at pornography?

  • Yes – 94.1%
  • No – 5.9%
Number of responses: 506



What type of pornography do you look at?

  • Internet pornography – 47%
  • Magazines – 1.4%
  • Videos/Movies – 12.7%
  • All of the above – 33.3%
  • None – 5.6%
Number of responses: 504



How often do you look at porn?

  • Daily – 42.7%
  • Weekly – 36.8%
  • Monthly – 8%
  • Rarely – 7.2%
  • Never – 5.4%

Number of responses: 503



Do you think you're addicted to pornography?

  • Yes – 27.6%
  • No – 50.8%
  • Not sure – 21.6%
Number of responses: 500



Do you hide the fact that you look at pornography from your significant other?

  • Yes – 41.8%
  • No – 40.2%
  • Sometimes – 18%
Number of responses: 495



Has your significant other ever looked at pornography?

  • Yes – 55.8%
  • No – 26%
  • Not Sure – 18.1%
Number of responses: 496



What type of porn does your significant other look at?

  • Internet pornography – 14.4%
  • Magazines – 1%
  • Videos/Movies – 22.7%
  • All of the above – 10.8%
  • Not sure – 18.9%
  • Not applicable – 32.3%
Number of responses: 493



How often do you think your significant other looks at porn?

  • Daily – 7.4%
  • Weekly – 10.2%
  • Monthly – 6.3%
  • Rarely – 30.9%
  • Never – 28.6%
  • Not sure – 16.6%
Number of responses: 489

Do you think your significant other is addicted to pornography?

  • Yes – 3.7%
  • No – 75.6%
  • Not sure – 6.5%
  • Not applicable – 14.2%
Number of responses: 492



Did he or she keep it a secret from you?

  • Yes – 4.8%
  • No – 52.1%
  • Sometimes – 8.1%
  • Not applicable – 34.9%
Number of responses: 495



Have you ever looked at pornography with your significant other?

  • Yes – 53.9%
  • No – 46.1%
Number of responses: 490



Has your relationship been affected by pornography in a negative or positive way?

  • Negative – 38.1%
  • Positive – 14.6%
  • Not affected – 47.4%
Number of responses: 494



If you are married or in a committed relationship, do you consider looking at pornography cheating?

  • Yes – 18.8%
  • No – 67.6%
  • Sometimes – 13.7%
Number of responses: 490



If your significant other asked you to stop looking at porn, would you?

  • Yes – 35.4%
  • No – 25.1%
  • Not sure – 35%
  • Not applicable – 4.5%
Number of responses: 494

I have some thoughts about this pole already, but I would like to hear from others first… maybe tomorrow I will dig more into the results of this pole to this point, anyway… I hope to hear from you all soon. Johnny Out.

All in a Name

Wednesday, November 30th

All in a Name

I read last night in “Dare to Dream Again,” and it is really inspiring. It really hit me how God gives me so much. I am reading in chapter 6, and I read only a section or two at a time so that I can better reflect on what it is that I am reading, thus having a more profound impact within my life. And I have seen in a change in my character from taking it slow reading wise. I have been told a number of times, it’s not about quantity, but quality. So even though I don’t knock out a whole chapter in one sitting, I still learn a lot from what I do read. So, if I ever revisit the goal of the “Bible in a Year,” I don’t I would benefit from it as much as to what I am doing now. But that is just me, some people can speed read and knock out a book in 10 minutes and learn just as much as what I would do in a month… anyway, last night I reflected on the part of “names” and I shared it with my poor wife who desperately tried to get to sleep. Our son’s name is Mackenzie, or Mack for short, and that means son of the wise young ruler. Part of the responsibility of a name is living up to it. I had picked his name out when I was in Middle School. I thought it would be a great baseball name, honestly, and before he was born, I still wanted to use it. Then I found out what his name meant. His name puts responsibility back on me… am I willing to live up to it?

Genesis 17:1-8
1 When Abram was ninety-nine years old, the LORD appeared to him and said, "I am God Almighty; walk before me and be blameless. 2 I will confirm my covenant between me and you and will greatly increase your numbers."

3 Abram fell facedown, and God said to him, 4 "As for me, this is my covenant with you: You will be the father of many nations. 5 No longer will you be called Abram; your name will be Abraham, for I have made you a father of many nations. 6 I will make you very fruitful; I will make nations of you, and kings will come from you. 7 I will establish my covenant as an everlasting covenant between me and you and your descendants after you for the generations to come, to be your God and the God of your descendants after you. 8 The whole land of Canaan, where you are now an alien, I will give as an everlasting possession to you and your descendants after you; and I will be their God."

Note: What if Abraham disregarded the name God gave him? What if he said rubbish to it all and decided he would do things his own way? God would have still worked and I say that because of the next scripture.

Judges 6:11-18
11 The angel of the LORD came and sat down under the oak in Ophrah that belonged to Joash the Abiezrite, where his son Gideon was threshing wheat in a winepress to keep it from the Midianites. 12 When the angel of the LORD appeared to Gideon, he said, "The LORD is with you, mighty warrior."

13 "But sir," Gideon replied, "if the LORD is with us, why has all this happened to us? Where are all his wonders that our fathers told us about when they said, 'Did not the LORD bring us up out of Egypt?' But now the LORD has abandoned us and put us into the hand of Midian."

14 The LORD turned to him and said, "Go in the strength you have and save Israel out of Midian's hand. Am I not sending you?"

15 "But Lord," Gideon asked, "how can I save Israel? My clan is the weakest in Manasseh, and I am the least in my family."

16 The LORD answered, "I will be with you, and you will strike down all the Midianites together."

17 Gideon replied, "If now I have found favor in your eyes, give me a sign that it is really you talking to me. 18 Please do not go away until I come back and bring my offering and set it before you."

And the LORD said, "I will wait until you return."

Note: Gideon then cuts down the Asherah pole and uses the wood for a sacrifice… but then…

36 Gideon said to God, "If you will save Israel by my hand as you have promised- 37 look, I will place a wool fleece on the threshing floor. If there is dew only on the fleece and all the ground is dry, then I will know that you will save Israel by my hand, as you said." 38 And that is what happened. Gideon rose early the next day; he squeezed the fleece and wrung out the dew—a bowlful of water.

39 Then Gideon said to God, "Do not be angry with me. Let me make just one more request. Allow me one more test with the fleece. This time make the fleece dry and the ground covered with dew." 40 That night God did so. Only the fleece was dry; all the ground was covered with dew.

Note: Gideon didn’t believe at first in his name, even though God called him “mighty warrior.” But as I read through the story, I see Gideon’s confidence grow, not only in God, but living up to his name. If Gideon really believed in his name and had strong faith, I don’t see him saying “my clan is the weakest and I am the least of even them…”

1 Corinthians 1:26-31
26 Brothers, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you were wise by human standards; not many were influential; not many were of noble birth. 27 But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. 28 He chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things—and the things that are not—to nullify the things that are, 29 so that no one may boast before him. 30 It is because of him that you are in Christ Jesus, who has become for us wisdom from God—that is, our righteousness, holiness and redemption. 31 Therefore, as it is written: "Let him who boasts boast in the Lord."

Note: So it took a weak person to shame the strong. And in all of this, I also realized at just how patient God is… can you imagine being asked about the fleece? Man it wet and the ground dry… make it dry and the ground wet. Parade a bunch of burning bushes down my street singing the national anthem and waving flags in unison. Here are a few names I listed… link is below that if you are interested in seeing what your name means if it isn’t already listed… I love you all and pray that as we enter the final month, we can all prepare for an even greater 2006, for ourselves, our family and for the Church. Johnny Out.

  • Mackenzie – Son of the wise young ruler.
  • Jonathon – Name noted for manliness, generosity and unselfishness.
  • Jeff – God’s peace.
  • Steve – Victorious, crown, and wreath.
  • Jenny – White spirit.
  • Clevins – Steep cliff.
  • Scott – A Scotsman.
  • Michelle – Who is like God.
  • Michael – Also, who is like God.
  • Ann – Gracious.
  • Ray – Counselor.

(Name definitions found at http://www.weddingvendors.com/)

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Recent Reflections

Tuesday, November 29th

Recent Reflections

OK, it has been since the 23rd since I have posted… it’s been a while. I have been faithful and continued studying and having QT’s. I have considered the whole thing with Kip and the Portland situation and I actually started studying the Mandate studies, which a part of me thinks it wouldn’t be wrong to do so, however seeing on the Boston website all who signed off on what appears to be a second response, signed by some of whom I have met and respect, and others that I converse with via email and I know I will meet someday, if not in this lifetime, in the next. These people I know do not sign off on something with study and review. They do not take something at all lightly and having read what they committed their name to, there is something going wrong in Portland. What Portland needs is a Paul to come and see them; someone to preach within their temple walls and in the streets.

Last night, I was full of energy when I went to bed. I could have easily talked myself to sleep and I wanted to chat with my wife as we lie in bed. My wife, however, has a long, long day (pretty much every day is an exhausting day for her), and when she goes to bed, she wants to go to sleep (shocking!). If you think my quiet times dig deep into thought, you should talk to me at bedtime, when I get ready for bed (why is that, I wonder?). So last night, I ponder the whole numbers thing (not Numbers, the book of the Bible, but numbers in general), and I think about the whole significance of numbers used in the Bible. Acts is chock full of numbers. 3,000 baptized here and a bunch more over there, it’s really full of counting the people. Then there is Jesus feeding a whole bunch of guys, and if they are like my brother-in-law, then he sparked a huge amount of food for the guys and added some for the women and children, too. It’s also noted that Jesus was baptizing more than John the Baptist… comparisons were being made amongst the two “groups,” even though they were both working for the same cause. But the numbers that really stood out in my mind was a story from the Old Testament.

1 Kings 18:22-38
22 Then Elijah said to them, "I am the only one of the LORD's prophets left, but Baal has four hundred and fifty prophets. 23 Get two bulls for us. Let them choose one for themselves, and let them cut it into pieces and put it on the wood but not set fire to it. I will prepare the other bull and put it on the wood but not set fire to it. 24 Then you call on the name of your god, and I will call on the name of the LORD. The god who answers by fire—he is God."

Then all the people said, "What you say is good."

25 Elijah said to the prophets of Baal, "Choose one of the bulls and prepare it first, since there are so many of you. Call on the name of your god, but do not light the fire." 26 So they took the bull given them and prepared it.

Then they called on the name of Baal from morning till noon. "O Baal, answer us!" they shouted. But there was no response; no one answered. And they danced around the altar they had made.

27 At noon Elijah began to taunt them. "Shout louder!" he said. "Surely he is a god! Perhaps he is deep in thought, or busy, or traveling. Maybe he is sleeping and must be awakened." 28 So they shouted louder and slashed themselves with swords and spears, as was their custom, until their blood flowed. 29 Midday passed, and they continued their frantic prophesying until the time for the evening sacrifice. But there was no response, no one answered, no one paid attention.

30 Then Elijah said to all the people, "Come here to me." They came to him, and he repaired the altar of the LORD, which was in ruins. 31 Elijah took twelve stones, one for each of the tribes descended from Jacob, to whom the word of the LORD had come, saying, "Your name shall be Israel." 32 With the stones he built an altar in the name of the LORD, and he dug a trench around it large enough to hold two seahs of seed. 33 He arranged the wood, cut the bull into pieces and laid it on the wood. Then he said to them, "Fill four large jars with water and pour it on the offering and on the wood."

34 "Do it again," he said, and they did it again.

"Do it a third time," he ordered, and they did it the third time. 35 The water ran down around the altar and even filled the trench.

36 At the time of sacrifice, the prophet Elijah stepped forward and prayed: "O LORD, God of Abraham, Isaac and Israel, let it be known today that you are God in Israel and that I am your servant and have done all these things at your command. 37 Answer me, O LORD, answer me, so these people will know that you, O LORD, are God, and that you are turning their hearts back again."

38 Then the fire of the LORD fell and burned up the sacrifice, the wood, the stones and the soil, and also licked up the water in the trench.

Note: So, there is this whole thing, Elijah vs. The Baal prophets. 1 prophet vs. 450 prophets… and being that I can relate life to baseball or a game of chess, I see the same in this situation. And here is what I know… people who signed off on the letter, I know and respect. I have tried to contact Kip in months past, and he hasn’t returned my calls or emails, for that matter. With the current situation, I must admit, that has been a bit discouraging. I am reminded of the saying “can’t we all just get along?” Really, can’t we all just repent and move forward? Why does repenting have to be a long drawn out thing? I don’t think that would please God.

I had the undo pleasure to see the U2 concert a month ago and they, in an interesting way, preached a message of “COEXIST” and the way that applies to me is this: There are over 6 Billion people on this planet, and if we all got along and respected others and their beliefs, we would not have war, hunger, and all the other problems that tend to go with the acts of the sinful nature. I personally think that there may still be problems in the world even if we lived a life with U2’s principles, but the thought is a good one all the same. And has it ever been tested? No. And I don’t think it will ever be on this planet, but we can hope and pray for such a reality. And even with those principles, if we see sin in other people’s lives, it doesn’t mean we let them go on with dirt on their face. I would call it out and should they choose to ignore it, then so be it. “Agree to disagree and let it be.” I have an alcoholic for an uncle-in-law, who drinks and drives, and is just about always seen with a beer in his hand. I have addressed the issue and he has ignored it. The hard part is letting it be. So when the sacrifice challenge comes to head, if there becomes a split between the two movements (which I am praying doesn’t come down to), I want my bull with water on it, soaked to the max.

I really could go on and on about all the things I have been thinking of late, really good stuff I think. But I feel that I have passed the waning faze and have become a new Moon, or a new creation. I was baptized in 2001, but to renew convictions and renew hope within the heart; that can be done everyday. Thanks for reading… hopefully I will be able to renew the habit of posting on a more continual basis. Johnny Out.

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Recent Studies

Wednesday, November 23rd

Recent Studies

Well, I haven’t posted or sent email in a while, mostly because I really haven’t been as motivated in recent days as I have been in the past… maybe I am waning, I don’t know… but for whatever the cause, I am still having my QT’s. I am actually at 147 days in a row now, and am really happy about that. Yesterday, I didn’t want to have a quiet time but am glad I did. I learned a lot actually and it has really helped me. I feel really blessed. Great friends, great family and a great God, what more can you ask for? So, I am reading in several books. Dare to Dream Again and Cry of the Soul are what I have been focusing on within the last month or so, and something I find extremely interesting is how the two parallel each other in so many ways. The insight from just reading one of the books is priceless but when combined, I think the topics elevate to such a high understanding, it is just priceless. I am in the last chapter of Cry of the Soul, and I think the authors have truly saved the most important information for last… it just makes you wish there were more chapters to follow, seriously.

“God confronts us with pain and suffering because He desires to reveal His goodness to us. But the goodness of God will not be validated by any attempt to prove it apart from faith. We experience His goodness only through the revelation of His glory. And the supreme picture of His glory can be seen only through the irony of the Cross. Through this irony, God compels us to look at Him with wide-eyed wonder.” (From “Cry of the Soul,” page 242). So God allows pain to allow me to turn to him. If life was perfect, would I need God? What purpose would God have in my life if everything went the way I wanted it to? I realized that there are three types of pain. First is physical pain, second is emotional pain, and third is spiritual pain. The first two tend to lead to the third, but the third can be felt without the other two. Physical pain is, of course, being cut by a knife or falling down and scraping your knee, that sort of thing. Emotional pain, I would guess, would be loosing a loved one or being bi-polar, and spiritual pain is the pain felt when you struggle with God.

I went for a prayer walk the other night and realized all these things. I had just heard about a girl who cannot feel pain physically. She gets cut and doesn’t know it… and on the surface, that may sound somewhat refreshing, but the thing is that if the pain is ignored, more damage can be done. And that applies to all three types of pain I mentioned. Can you imagine what would be a painful cancer growing inside of her and she not even know about it? What about a cancer in the heart that is separating me from God? If I don’t do something about it early, it grows and festers.

“Cry of the Soul” also talked about how Christians have a belief that they experience a joy untouched by the suffering of the world, which transcends anger, fear, jealousy, despair, shame and contempt of everyday life (paraphrased). However, “human experience alone fails to support this position. No matter how much faith we have, no matter how much good we do, no matter how much effort we invest, we can not make the difficulties and tragedies of life go away” (From “Cry of the Soul,” page 243). Bad things are going to happen, period. It’s the way life goes. People are born and people die, so goes the way of life and its unfortunate that bad things happen to good people and good things happen to bad people. But as I read on I came across this: the assumptions of God’s methods. We assume much about God that is not in the bible.

“The assumptions about God’s methods for using suffering usually center on three conditions: to be fruitful, the suffering should be: (1) temporary, (2) understandable, and (3) readily applicable to life’s practical realities” (From “Cry of the Soul,” page 244). So am I frustrated as to why I go through things that I don’t understand, that I see as a life long affliction, or something that I can apply toward my life? The book of Psalms is chock full of information and experiences where people go through stuff and do not see an end to their despair, but yet still give praise to God. The afflictions given to me should cause me all the more to turn to God, if for no other reason than to simply turn to him and depend on him.

2 Corinthians 12:7-10
7 To keep me from becoming conceited because of these surpassingly great revelations, there was given me a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me. 8 Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. 9 But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. 10 That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

The afflictions given are to show me that God’s grace is to be sufficient enough. Johnny Out.

Monday, November 21, 2005

Edition 1 of the End of the World dream

Monday, November 21st

Edition 1 of the End of the World dream

I am doing a little study on this due to some recent events in my life. I have had a recurring dream or vision, which is very unusual for me to have. I first had it Wednesday night and then I had it again last night. Very powerful images, that I can still see and remember quite clearly, which again is extremely unusual because I tend to forget things even as they happen. I decided this morning to check out dream interpretation and the answers they were providing were not even close to what is going on in my life. Now the dreams I experienced were the days before the return of Christ. First off, we had cities being destroyed. Fire reigning down on the cities and people fleeing into the country side. Death was throughout. Famine reigned and children were killing their parents among other people. People resorted to cannibalism and parents would eat their children. Electricity was not available anywhere in the world and the world was at war. Many who believed in God would fall away and fear of friends and family well being was at an all time low, for no one cared. The ground was blood stained and the stench of death was strong. This was my dream. I have been troubled by it and it haunts me, especially now that I have had the exact same dream a second time.

So last night, after experiencing it yet again, I cried. I haven’t cried so hard over a dream. In fact, I can’t ever remember of crying over a dream period, but last night I wept for those in my dream. I prayed for them. And I pleaded with God of why I had the dream. I mean, what am I supposed to do with this information? If this is a dream to bring about action, why not give it to someone who can do something? Why not send the dream to a preacher, a leader in the church, someone more important than myself? My life is good, I have no worries. I live in a two bedroom apartment living from check to check. I am happy with my life. Things are going great and then BOOM, this dream comes along. And then it comes along AGAIN. So, now I am faced with a decision. I thought of some scriptures to check out last night and that is what this study is going to focus on.

Genesis 18:16-33
16 When the men got up to leave, they looked down toward Sodom, and Abraham walked along with them to see them on their way. 17 Then the LORD said, "Shall I hide from Abraham what I am about to do? 18 Abraham will surely become a great and powerful nation, and all nations on earth will be blessed through him. 19 For I have chosen him, so that he will direct his children and his household after him to keep the way of the LORD by doing what is right and just, so that the LORD will bring about for Abraham what he has promised him."

20 Then the LORD said, "The outcry against Sodom and Gomorrah is so great and their sin so grievous 21 that I will go down and see if what they have done is as bad as the outcry that has reached me. If not, I will know."

22 The men turned away and went toward Sodom, but Abraham remained standing before the LORD. 23 Then Abraham approached him and said: "Will you sweep away the righteous with the wicked? 24 What if there are fifty righteous people in the city? Will you really sweep it away and not spare the place for the sake of the fifty righteous people in it? 25 Far be it from you to do such a thing—to kill the righteous with the wicked, treating the righteous and the wicked alike. Far be it from you! Will not the Judge of all the earth do right?"

26 The LORD said, "If I find fifty righteous people in the city of Sodom, I will spare the whole place for their sake."

27 Then Abraham spoke up again: "Now that I have been so bold as to speak to the Lord, though I am nothing but dust and ashes, 28 what if the number of the righteous is five less than fifty? Will you destroy the whole city because of five people?"

"If I find forty-five there," he said, "I will not destroy it."

29 Once again he spoke to him, "What if only forty are found there?"

He said, "For the sake of forty, I will not do it."

30 Then he said, "May the Lord not be angry, but let me speak. What if only thirty can be found there?"

He answered, "I will not do it if I find thirty there."

31 Abraham said, "Now that I have been so bold as to speak to the Lord, what if only twenty can be found there?"

He said, "For the sake of twenty, I will not destroy it."

32 Then he said, "May the Lord not be angry, but let me speak just once more. What if only ten can be found there?"

He answered, "For the sake of ten, I will not destroy it."

33 When the LORD had finished speaking with Abraham, he left, and Abraham returned home.

Note: Last night, I began pleading about this whole situation, this whole vision. I prayed to God, I said for the sake of 1 million disciples, would you spare this world? How about for the sake of only a half a million? Would you spare this world for half a million? Well what about a quarter of a million? Would you spare the world for a quarter of a million?

The growth of the Atheists in this world is growing by leaps and bounds, and that is a concern for me. “Christians” becoming non-Christians troubles my heart. Could this be the reason I had this dream? For this I am sure, I will never truly know in this lifetime, but I do know this as well, if I let it go and not let it affect me, then it could be for all but a waste. And that would not please my Lord.

Here is some questions I am going to look at during this study:

Can Satan send me such dreams?
How can this dream be interpreted?
Can Satan read my thoughts? ( A question inspired by Moses)
Why would God allow such hardship and the times people were experiencing go about that were occurring in the dream?

The word dream comes up 98 times in the bible (NIV Version).
The word interpret comes up 44 times.
The word Satan comes up 47 times (14 Old Testament) and the word devil comes up 35 times (all New Testament).

I am sure I will come up with other questions as I continue on this study, but this is what I am going to be looking at as far as the immediate future.

On a different note, the weekend was good. Marriage retreats are extremely awesome and this one was particularly great. I personally plan on sending John and Carol a letter letting them know how much I appreciate them coming out. But one thing I realized about this retreat was how that the planning involved was essential. And if the planning wasn’t done, the retreat would be a waste. If the people did not come, how discouraging it would be. I think that each and every person who came, planned the event, and took part is what makes the retreat a success. I want to thank you all who came for a great retreat, I want to think Tom and Janet for overseeing the event, and I want to think John and Carol for coming from Boston and giving heartfelt messages. Without each person taking some part in it all, it just wouldn’t be the same. And over the weekend, a number of people came to me about my quiet times and thanked me for sending them out. I must say that was hugely encouraging. Thanks again for the kind words. I really don’t know what to say when someone gives me a compliment, but I can say that it really touches my heart and is more than appreciated. And with this dream that I have been having, it more than gives me hope.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Parent Claims Discipline Made Teen Change

Parent Claims Discipline Made Teen Change


By Jennifer Mock
The Oklahoman

Edmond resident Tasha Henderson has been both commended and blasted by her peers for publicly humiliating her daughter in an effort to improve her grades.

Henderson made her daughter stand on a street corner last week holding a sign saying, "I don't do my homework and I act up in school, so my parents are preparing me for my future. Will work for food."

Regardless of what others think about her parenting tactic, Henderson said the humiliation worked after a long string of failed attempts to discipline her 14-year-old freshman daughter. Henderson said her daughter was skipping class and letting her grades slip, but she called Edmond Memorial High School on Monday, and her daughter had been to every class on time.

"Sure, she was a little upset, but she claims she is going to do better because she doesn't ever want to do that again," Henderson said. "I know it seemed like it was a little harsh, but when you have tried all the routes that you know of, I didn't know what else to do. I don't know if it has worked yet, but I know she is thinking about it now."

Though Edmond psychologist Richard Swink said humiliation in teenagers can border on mental or emotional abuse, he also has seen unorthodox discipline methods work on children who did not respond to more traditional approaches.

"I can understand, as a parent, how the mother felt and what her motivation was to effect some sort of constructive change," he said. "To create a sense of shame or guilt is not always negative, but sometimes there is a thin line between accomplishing that and running the risk of potential emotional harm. But, as a parent, we have all been there and wondered what we could do to make a significant impact on the child."

Source: http://newsok.com/article/1671313/?template=life/main

“If you spare the rod, you spoil the child…”

Edition 1 of the "Mandate" Study

Thursday, November 17th

Edition 1 of the “Mandate” Study

The Mandate of God for World EvangelismPart I: Old Testament Prophecy

“While you were watching, a rock was cut out, but not by human hands. It struck the statue on its feet of iron and clay and smashed them. Then the iron, the clay, the bronze, the silver and the gold were broken to pieces ... But the rock that struck the statue became a huge mountain and filled the whole earth.”
Daniel 2:34-35

Are present day disciples called to evangelize the world in our "generation?" Many teachers have minimized this centuries long dream of God or have simply chosen to ignore it in their treatises concerning "Christian freedom," "the role of evangelists and elders," and "autonomy of individual congregations." Let us also consider that though "Christian movements" have over centuries "gone around the world," the evangelization of the world in a lifetime has not been accomplished since the first century. (Colossians 1:6) Therefore, in future articles in this series, Scriptures will be shared that will reveal that world evangelism is not only God's dream for each generation, but that by faith it is possible!

God's eternal plan from before the beginning of time was to create a people that would love him forever. In the Old Testament, God uses prophecy and foreshadowing to reveal His heart for a lost world. We must remember that the Old Testament was the "Scriptures" of the Christians in the first century. Foreshadowing occurs when our sovereign God orchestrates the physical events of the Old Testament to parallel the spiritual truths He reveals in the New Testament. For example, the Hebrews' slavery in Egypt parallels our slavery to sin in our old lives. The blood of a lamb smeared over the doorposts saved each Hebrew firstborn from physical death. This parallels the blood of Jesus, the Lamb, saving us from eternal death. (John 1:29) Crossing the Red Sea represents baptism (1 Corinthians 10:1-2); the wanderings in the desert correspond to our new Christian lives; the crossing of the Jordan represents our physical death. (We sing about this in the song "Jordan River.") And finally their Promised Land is our heaven! Understanding the Old Testament foreshadowing of New Testament doctrines is essential to deeply appreciating the breadth of God's love and His plan of salvation.

As we begin to comprehend God's desire to teach us about His love, let us examine some of the most convincing Old Testament prophecies about world evangelism and God's eternal Kingdom. In Genesis 12:1-3 God tells Abram, "I will make you into a great nation... and all people on earth will be blessed through you." The first level of fulfillment of this prophecy is in the building of a physical nation - Israel. Exodus 1:7 reads, "But the Israelites were fruitful and multiplied greatly and became exceedingly numerous, so the land was filled with them." We learn from this passage that it was in Egypt that God began to form a great nation through human families physically multiplying (being fruitful) in great numbers. (This is a foreshadowing of spiritual fruitfulness by the multiplying of disciples under the new covenant.) However, the second level of fulfillment is the concept of all people - Jews and Gentiles - being blessed through Abraham's seed - Jesus. This promise is further detailed in Genesis 22:17 when God sees Abraham's faith when he was willing to "sacrifice his one and only son," (more Old Testament foreshadowing.) Then the promise is given, "your descendents will be as numerous as... stars in the sky." In Deuteronomy 1:10, Moses preached this promise was fulfilled in the Jews by the time he led the Jews out of Egypt. However, we by faith understand it also means all Christians of all time because Genesis 22:18 adds all nations on earth will be blessed, both Jew and Gentile! You and I as disciples are part of the fulfillment of this prophecy! God has always desired to be loved and glorified by all nations!

Isaiah 2:1-4 is another powerful prophecy of the New Testament Kingdom and world evangelism. God tells a hurting and backsliding Israel there will be a day, when the mountain (Old Testament symbolism for kingdom/nation) of the Lord's temple will be established as chief among the mountains and all nations will stream into it. (This initially begins to be fulfilled in Acts 2, see verse five!) Then God adds in verse four, "Nation will not take up sword against nation, nor will they train for war anymore." This is because we will have brothers in all nations and we would not want to kill our brother! Also, in Isaiah 11:1-9, the prophecy of a kingdom built from the stump of Jesse (the remnant Jews) will someday be a unique fellowship where previous adversaries "will neither harm nor destroy" as referenced by "the wolf will walk with the lamb." Then in verse 9, the great proclamation of this grand vision is concluded by "the earth will be full of the knowledge of the Lord as the waters cover the earth." Only through world evangelism could this be fulfilled.

Finally for this article we will study the vision of King Nebuchadnezzar. Daniel retells the dream in Daniel 2:31-35 and then interprets it in verses 36-45. In this dream there is a huge statue of gold, silver, bronze, and iron. Daniel says these metals represent certain kingdoms. Borrowing from our high school history courses, we know that gold represents the Babylonian Kingdom, silver the Medo-Persian Empire, bronze symbolizes Alexander the Great's Kingdom and the iron the Roman Empire. According to the dream, during the days of the Roman Empire "a rock was cut out, but not by human hands... it struck the statue on its feet of iron... and smashed it... the wind swept away without leaving a trace... However, the rock struck the statue and became a huge mountain and FILLED THE WHOLE EARTH."

Obviously, if something is "not made by human hands," it is of God! The rock is Christ! The mountain is the Kingdom - the church - and those of faith in heaven, for this kingdom will never be destroyed! (Daniel 2:44) However, let's focus on Daniel 2:35. In the dream, the rock becomes a mountain and fills the whole earth! This is what God desires for His Kingdom, to "fill the whole earth!" God through prophecy lays the foundation for Jesus and His Great Commission to the apostles, "Go and make disciples of ALL NATIONS baptizing them in the name of the Father, Son and the Holy Spirit..." (Matthew 28:19) This is how God plans to bless all people on earth! Simply stated, this is the mandate of God for world evangelism.

Note: This is a study series I found by Kip McKean on the Portland Church website. I agree with everything written here thus far.

Mandate (noun):
  1. An authoritative command or instruction.
  2. A command or an authorization given by a political electorate to its representative.

When I called Kip and left a message for his return phone call, I was going to talk to him about the intentions of his new direction. My concern is if the church is going to succeed, it has to be a movement from God and not man. When the ICOC started, it was of leadership by Kip. And not that I am opposed to his leadership, I am concerned of him wanting to lead another movement. If it is truly from God and his will, then Kip should be willing to step aside and let someone else lead. That way, it would truly be a mandate of God and not a political issue. ICOC info talks about numbers (not the book of the bible, but in reference to growth), and in the book of acts, it always talks about how many were baptized. In the gospels, it talks about numbers as well. Jesus fed five thousand here, four thousand there, so personally, I don’t see a problem with a head count. But on a different note, “Dare to Dream Again” speaks of the purpose of a disciple and the task of a disciple. The purpose is to get to heaven, our task is to preach the word. If the two become confused, we can burn out. And that is what has happened over the last few years with the church. I do not want to loose focus of my purpose by transforming the task into a purpose it should not be.

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Edition 9 of the NO ANSWER Study

Wednesday, November 16th

Edition 9 of the NO ANSWER Study

“If you have faith as small as a mustard seed,… nothing will be impossible for you.”

Questions that come to my mind are this (possible answers I have found below them):
  • How long should I pray?
1) Continually.
2) Enough to be willing to do God’s will and not mine.
  • How should I pray?
1) I should pray with action.
2) As many times as it takes to be content in MY heart.
3) Silently or by speaking is irrelevant, it’s the attitude of the heart.
  • How long should I fast?
1) Enough to make it a true sacrifice.
2) Fasting should take place in private.
3) Forty days signifies a long time.
  • What accounts for a “mustard seed” of faith?
1) We have seen that a mustard seed is a very small thing. It takes very little faith to do the impossible.
2) The mustard seed would need to grow, so this is a growing faith. This faith is, in a sense, to be harvested, or as I see it, to become useful.
3) I should test my faith.

Note: Now that we have validated God and looked in-depth into prayer, I want to focus a little more on fasting. When I think of fasting, the first thing I think about is Jesus’ temptation.

Matthew 4:1-11
1 Then Jesus was led by the Spirit into the desert to be tempted by the devil. 2 After fasting forty days and forty nights, he was hungry. 3 The tempter came to him and said, "If you are the Son of God, tell these stones to become bread."

4 Jesus answered, "It is written: 'Man does not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.'"

5 Then the devil took him to the holy city and had him stand on the highest point of the temple. 6 "If you are the Son of God," he said, "throw yourself down. For it is written:

" 'He will command his angels concerning you, and they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.'"

7 Jesus answered him, "It is also written: 'Do not put the Lord your God to the test.'"

8 Again, the devil took him to a very high mountain and showed him all the kingdoms of the world and their splendor. 9 "All this I will give you," he said, "if you will bow down and worship me."

10 Jesus said to him, "Away from me, Satan! For it is written: 'Worship the Lord your God, and serve him only.'"

11 Then the devil left him, and angels came and attended him.

Mark 1:12-13
12 At once the Spirit sent him out into the desert, 13 and he was in the desert forty days, being tempted by Satan. He was with the wild animals, and angels attended him.

Luke 4:1-13
1 Jesus, full of the Holy Spirit, returned from the Jordan and was led by the Spirit in the desert, 2 where for forty days he was tempted by the devil. He ate nothing during those days, and at the end of them he was hungry.

3 The devil said to him, "If you are the Son of God, tell this stone to become bread."

4 Jesus answered, "It is written: 'Man does not live on bread alone.'"

5 The devil led him up to a high place and showed him in an instant all the kingdoms of the world. 6 And he said to him, "I will give you all their authority and splendor, for it has been given to me, and I can give it to anyone I want to. 7 So if you worship me, it will all be yours."

8 Jesus answered, "It is written: 'Worship the Lord your God and serve him only.'"

9 The devil led him to Jerusalem and had him stand on the highest point of the temple. "If you are the Son of God," he said, "throw yourself down from here. 10For it is written:

" 'He will command his angels concerning you to guard you carefully; 11 they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.'"

12 Jesus answered, "It says: 'Do not put the Lord your God to the test.'"

13 When the devil had finished all this tempting, he left him until an opportune time.

Note: I think it should be noted that Satan knew the scriptures just as good, if not more so than anyone else and used them to his advantage. Just because you have the right doctrine, doesn’t mean you are right with God. Jesus went away from everyone to fast. He did it a long time (forty days).

Sacrifice (noun):
  1. Forfeiture of something highly valued for the sake of one considered to have a greater value or claim.
  2. Something so forfeited.

So, when I fast is it a sacrifice? Am I fasting for the world to see or God? I must consider Luke…

Luke 18:9-14
9 To some who were confident of their own righteousness and looked down on everybody else, Jesus told this parable: 10 "Two men went up to the temple to pray, one a Pharisee and the other a tax collector. 11 The Pharisee stood up and prayed about himself: 'God, I thank you that I am not like other men—robbers, evildoers, adulterers—or even like this tax collector. 12 I fast twice a week and give a tenth of all I get.'

13 "But the tax collector stood at a distance. He would not even look up to heaven, but beat his breast and said, 'God, have mercy on me, a sinner.'

14 "I tell you that this man, rather than the other, went home justified before God. For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted."

Note: What is my motivation not before or after, but during my fast? Do I boast about it throughout the fasting period? If I am fasting from bread and someone offers me bread, do I take it or do I go, “I am super spiritual and am fasting, so I can’t have bread right now.” The whole concept of being in private and in secret is compromised by doing so and takes away glory from God. I want to be good in the eyes of God and not man. I was thinking that this study would carry me out until 2006, but I feel I am nearing the end on this one. But time will tell. Johnny Out.

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Edition 8 of the NO ANSWER Study

Tuesday, November 15th

Edition 8 of the NO ANSWER Study

“If you have faith as small as a mustard seed,… nothing will be impossible for you.”

Questions that come to my mind are this (possible answers I have found below them):
  • How long should I pray?

1) Continually.

2) Enough to be willing to do God’s will and not mine.

  • How should I pray?
1) I should pray with action.
2) As many times as it takes to be content in MY heart.
3) Silently or by speaking is irrelevant, it’s the attitude of the heart.
  • How long should I fast?
1) Enough to make it a true sacrifice.
  • What accounts for a “mustard seed” of faith?
1) We have seen that a mustard seed is a very small thing. It takes very little faith to do the impossible.
2) The mustard seed would need to grow, so this is a growing faith. This faith is, in a sense, to be harvested, or as I see it, to become useful.
3) I should test my faith.

  1. Does God exist? Throughout history, in all cultures of the world, people have been convinced there is a God.

Billions of people, who represent diverse sociological, intellectual, emotional, educational makeups... believe that there is a Creator, a God to be worshipped. Now, the fact that so many people believe something certainly doesn't make it true. But when so many people through the ages are so personally convinced that God exists, can one say with absolute confidence that they are all mistaken?

"Anthropological research has indicated that among the farthest and most remote primitive people today, there is a universal belief in God. And in the earliest histories and legends of people all around the world, the original concept was of one God, who was the Creator. An original high God seems once to have been in their consciousness even in those societies which are today polytheistic."

  1. Does God exist? The complexity of our planet points to a deliberate Designer who not only created our universe, but sustains it today.

Many examples showing God's design could be given, possibly with no end. But here are a few:

The Earth... its size is perfect. The Earth's size and corresponding gravity holds a thin layer of mostly nitrogen and oxygen gases, only extending about 50 miles above the Earth's surface. If Earth were smaller, an atmosphere would be impossible, like the planet Mercury. If Earth were larger, its atmosphere would contain free hydrogen, like Jupiter. Earth is the only known planet equipped with an atmosphere of the right mixture of gases to sustain plant, animal and human life.

The Earth is located the right distance from the sun. Consider the temperature swings we encounter, roughly -30 degrees to +120 degrees. If the Earth were any further away from the sun, we would all freeze. Any closer and we would burn up. Even a fractional variance in the Earth's position to the sun would make life on Earth impossible. The Earth remains this perfect distance from the sun while it rotates around the sun at a speed of nearly 67,000 mph. It is also rotating on its axis, allowing the entire surface of the Earth to be properly warmed and cooled every day.

And our moon is the perfect size and distance from the Earth for its gravitational pull. The moon creates important ocean tides and movement so ocean waters do not stagnate, and yet it restrains our massive oceans from spilling over across the continents.

Water... colorless, odorless and without taste, and yet no living thing can survive without it. Plants, animals and human beings consist mostly of water (about two-thirds of the human body is water). You'll see why the characteristics of water are uniquely suited to life:

It has an unusually high boiling point and freezing point. Water allows us to live in an environment of fluctuating temperature changes, while keeping our bodies a steady 98.6 degrees.

Water is a universal solvent. This property of water means that thousands of chemicals, minerals and nutrients can be carried throughout our bodies and into the smallest blood vessels.

Water is also chemically inert. Without affecting the makeup of the substances it carries, water enables food, medicines and minerals to be absorbed and used by the body.

Water has a unique surface tension. Water in plants can therefore flow upward against gravity, bringing life-giving water and nutrients to the top of even the tallest trees.

Water freezes from the top down and floats, so fish can live in the winter.

Ninety-seven percent of the Earth's water is in the oceans. But on our Earth, there is a system designed which removes salt from the water and then distributes that water throughout the globe. Evaporation takes the ocean waters, leaving the salt, and forms clouds which are easily moved by the wind to disperse water over the land, for vegetation, animals and people. It is a system of purification and supply that sustains life on this planet, a system of recycled and reused water.

The human brain... simultaneously processes an amazing amount of information. Your brain takes in all the colors and objects you see, the temperature around you, the pressure of your feet against the floor, the sounds around you, the dryness of your mouth, even the texture of this article in your hand. Your brain registers emotional responses, thoughts and memories. At the same time your brain keeps track of the ongoing functions of your body like your breathing pattern, eyelid movement, hunger and movement of the muscles in your hands.

The human brain processes more than a million messages a second. Your brain weighs the importance of all this data, filtering out the relatively unimportant. This screening function is what allows you to focus and operate effectively in your world. A brain that deals with more than a million pieces of information every second, while evaluating its importance and allowing you to act on the most pertinent information...can we say mere chance brought about such an astounding organ?

When NASA launches a shuttle mission, it is assumed a monkey didn't write the plan, but intelligent and knowledgeable minds. How does one explain the existence of the human brain? Only a mind more intelligent and knowledgeable than humanity could have created the human brain.

Gravitational coupling constant
  • If larger: No stars less than 1.4 solar masses, hence short stellar life spans
  • If smaller: No stars more than 0.8 solar masses, hence no heavy element production
Strong nuclear force coupling constant
  • If larger: No hydrogen; nuclei essential for life are unstable
  • If smaller: No elements other than hydrogen
Weak nuclear force coupling constant
  • If larger: No hydrogen; nuclei essential for life are unstable
  • If smaller: No elements other than hydrogen
Electromagnetic coupling constant
  • If larger: No chemical bonding; elements more massive than boron are unstable to fission
  • If smaller: No chemical bonding
Ratio of protons to electrons formation
  • If larger: Electromagnetism dominates gravity preventing galaxy, star, and planet formation
  • If smaller: Electromagnetism dominates gravity preventing galaxy, star, and planet formation
Ratio of electron to proton mass
  • If larger: No chemical bonding
  • If smaller: No chemical bonding
Expansion rate of the universe
  • If larger: No galaxy formation
  • If smaller: Universe collapses prior to star formation
Entropy level of universe
  • If larger: No star condensation within the proto-galaxies
  • If smaller: No proto-galaxy formation
Mass density of the universe
  • If larger: Too much deuterium from big bang, hence stars burn too rapidly
  • If smaller: No helium from big bang, hence not enough heavy elements
Age of the universe
  • If older: No solar-type stars in a stable burning phase in the right part of the galaxy
  • If younger: Solar-type stars in a stable burning phase would not yet have formed
Initial uniformity of radiation
  • If smoother: Stars, star clusters, and galaxies would not have formed
  • If coarser: Universe by now would be mostly black holes and empty space
Average distance between stars
  • If larger: Heavy element density too thin for rocky planet production
  • If smaller: Planetary orbits become destabilized
Solar luminosity
  • If increases too soon: Runaway green house effect
  • If increases too late: Frozen oceans
Fine structure constant
  • If larger: No stars more than 0.7 solar masses
  • If smaller: No stars less then 1.8 solar masses
Decay rate of the proton
  • If greater: Life would be exterminated by the release of radiation
  • If smaller: Insufficient matter in the universe for life
12C to 16O energy level ratio
  • If larger: Insufficient oxygen
  • If smaller: Insufficient carbon
Decay rate of 8Be
  • If slower: Heavy element fusion would generate catastrophic explosions in all the stars
  • If faster: No element production beyond beryllium and, hence, no life chemistry possible
Mass difference between the neutron and the proton
  • If greater: Protons would decay before stable nuclei could form
  • If smaller: Protons would decay before stable nuclei could form
Initial excess of nucleons over anti-nucleons
  • If greater: Too much radiation for planets to form
  • If smaller: Not enough matter for galaxies or stars to form
Galaxy type
  • If too elliptical: Star formation ceases before sufficient heavy element buildup for life chemistry
  • If too irregular: Radiation exposure on occasion is too severe and/or heavy elements for life chemistry are not available
Parent star distance from center of galaxy
  • If farther: Quantity of heavy elements would be insufficient to make rocky planets
  • If closer: Stellar density and radiation would be too great
Number of stars in the planetary system
  • If more than one: Tidal interactions would disrupt planetary orbits
  • If less than one: Heat produced would be insufficient for life
Parent star birth date
  • If more recent: Star would not yet have reached stable burning phase
  • If less recent: Stellar system would not yet contain enough heavy elements
Parent star mass
  • If greater: Luminosity would change too fast; star would burn too rapidly
  • If less: Range of distances appropriate for life would be too narrow; tidal forces would disrupt the rotational period for a planet of the right distance; uv radiation would be inadequate for plants to make sugars and oxygen
Parent star age
  • If older: Luminosity of star would change too quickly
  • If younger: Luminosity of star would change too quickly
Parent star color
  • If redder: Photosynthetic response would be insufficient
  • If bluer: Photosynthetic response would be insufficient
Supernovae eruptions
  • If too close: Life on the planet would be exterminated
  • If too far: Not enough heavy element ashes for the formation of rocky planets
  • If too infrequent: Not enough heavy element ashes for the formation of rocky planets
  • If too frequent: Life on the planet would be exterminated
White dwarf binaries
  • If too few: Insufficient fluorine produced for life chemistry to proceed
  • If too many: Disruption of planetary orbits from stellar density; life on the planet would be exterminated
Surface gravity (escape velocity)
  • If stronger: Atmosphere would retain too much ammonia and methane
  • If weaker: Planet's atmosphere would lose too much water
Distance from parent star
  • If farther: Planet would be too cool for a stable water cycle
  • If closer: Planet would be too warm for a stable water cycle
Inclination of orbit
  • If too great: Temperature differences on the planet would be too extreme
Orbital eccentricity
  • If too great: Seasonal temperature differences would be too extreme
Axial tilt
  • If greater: Surface temperature differences would be too great
  • If less: Surface temperature differences would be too great
Rotation period
  • If longer: Diurnal temperature differences would be too great
  • If shorter: Atmospheric wind velocities would be too great
Gravitational interaction with a moon
  • If greater: Tidal effects on the oceans, atmosphere, and rotational period would be too severe
  • If less: Orbital obliquity changes would cause climatic instabilities
Magnetic field
  • If stronger: Electromagnetic storms would be too severe
  • If weaker: Inadequate protection from hard stellar radiation
Thickness of crust
  • If thicker: Too much oxygen would be transferred from the atmosphere to the crust
  • If thinner: Volcanic and tectonic activity would be too great
Albedo (ratio of reflected light to total amount falling on surface)
  • If greater: Runaway ice age would develop
  • If less: Runaway green house effect would develop
Oxygen to nitrogen ratio in atmosphere
  • If larger: Advanced life functions would proceed too quickly
  • If smaller: Advanced life functions would proceed too slowly
Carbon dioxide level in atmosphere
  • If greater: Runaway greenhouse effect would develop
  • If less: Plants would not be able to maintain efficient photosynthesis
Water vapor level in atmosphere
  • If greater: Runaway greenhouse effect would develop
  • If less: Rainfall would be too meager for advanced life on the land
Ozone level in atmosphere
  • If greater: Surface temperatures would be too low
  • If less: Surface temperatures would be too high; there would be too much UV radiation at the surface
Atmospheric electric discharge rate
  • If greater: Too much fire destruction would occur
  • If less: Too little nitrogen would be fixed in the atmosphere
Oxygen quantity in atmosphere
  • If greater: Plants and hydrocarbons would burn up too easily
  • If less: Advanced animals would have too little to breathe bonding
Oceans to continents ratio
  • If greater: Diversity and complexity of life-forms would be limited
  • If smaller: Diversity and complexity of life-forms would be limited
Soil materializations
  • If too nutrient poor: Diversity and complexity of life-forms would be limited
  • If too nutrient rich: Diversity and complexity of life-forms would be limited
Seismic activity
  • If greater: Too many life-forms would be destroyed
  • If less: Nutrients on ocean floors (from river runoff) would not be recycled to the continents through tectonic uplift

  1. Does God exist? Mere "chance" is not an adequate explanation of creation.

Imagine looking at Mount Rushmore, in which the likenesses of Washington, Jefferson, Lincoln and Theodore Roosevelt are carved. Could you ever believe that it came about by chance? Given infinite time, wind, rain and chance, it is still hard to believe something like that, tied to history, was randomly formed in the side of a mountain. Common sense tells us that people planned and skillfully carved those figures.

This article only touches on a few amazing aspects of our world: the Earth's position to the sun, some properties of water, one organ in the human body. Could any of these have come about by chance?

The distinguished astronomer Sir Frederick Hoyle showed how amino acids randomly coming together in a human cell is mathematically absurd. Sir Hoyle illustrated the weakness of "chance" with the following analogy. "What are the chances that a tornado might blow through a junkyard containing all the parts of a 747, accidentally assemble them into a plane, and leave it ready for take-off? The possibilities are so small as to be negligible even if a tornado were to blow through enough junkyards to fill the whole universe!"

When one considers the intricacies of our life and universe, it is reasonable to think that an intelligent, loving Creator provided for everything we need for life. The Bible describes God as the author and sustainer of life.

  1. Does God exist? Humankind's inherent sense of right and wrong cannot be biologically explained.

There arises in all of us, of any culture, universal feelings of right and wrong. Even a thief gets upset and feels wronged when someone steals from him. If someone violently grabs a child from a family and rapes that child, there is an anger and revulsion and a rage to confront that act as evil, regardless of the culture. Where did we get this sense of wrongness? How do we explain a universal law in the conscience of all people that says murder for fun is wrong?

And in areas like courage, dying for a cause, love, dignity, duty and compassion, where did these come from? If people are merely products of physical evolution, "survival of the fittest," why do we sacrifice for each other? Where did we get this inner sense of right and wrong? Our conscience can best be explained by a loving Creator who cares about the decisions and harmony of humanity.

  1. Does God exist? God not only has revealed Himself in what can be observed in nature, and in human life, but He has even more specifically shown Himself in the Bible.

God's thoughts, personality, and attitudes can only be known if God chooses to reveal them. All else would be human speculation. We are at a loss if God does not wish to be known. But God wants us to know Him and has told us in the Bible all we need to know about His character and how to relate to Him. This makes the reliability of the Bible an important consideration.

Archaeological findings continue to confirm rather than refute the accuracy of the Bible. For example, an archeological find in northern Israel in August 1993 confirmed the existence of King David, author of many of the Psalms in the Bible. The Dead Sea Scrolls and other archaeological discoveries continue to substantiate the historical accuracy of the Bible.

The Bible was written over a 1500-year span, by 40 different authors, in different locations and on separate continents, written in three different languages, covering diverse subject matters at different points in history. Yet there is an astounding consistency in its message. Throughout the entire Bible the same message appears:

  1. God created the world we live in, and created us specifically to have a relationship with Him.
  2. He deeply loves us.
  3. We have sinned and are under God's judgment, in need of His forgiveness.
  4. God provided a way for our sins to be forgiven.
  5. He asks us to receive His forgiveness and have a relationship with Him that will last eternally.

Along with this central script, the Bible specifically reveals God's character. Psalm 145 is a typical summary of God's personality, thoughts and feelings toward us. If you want to know God, here He is.

  1. Does God exist? Unlike any other revelation of God, Jesus Christ is the clearest, most specific picture of God.

Why Jesus? Look throughout the major world religions and you'll find that Buddha, Muhammad, Confucius and Moses all identified themselves as teachers or prophets. None of them ever claimed to be equal to God. Surprisingly, Jesus did. That is what sets Jesus apart from all the others. He said God exists and you're looking at Him. Though He talked about His Father in heaven, it was not from the position of separation, but of very close union, unique to all humankind. Jesus said that anyone who had seen Him had seen the Father, anyone who believed in Him, believed in the Father.

He said, "I am the light of the world, he who follows me will not walk in darkness, but will have the light of life." He claimed attributes belonging only to God: to be able to forgive people of their sin, free them from habits of sin, give people a more abundant life and give them eternal life in heaven. Unlike other teachers who focused people on their words, Jesus pointed people to himself. He did not say, "follow my words and you will find truth." He said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life, no one comes to the Father but through me."

What proof did Jesus give for claiming to be divine?

He did what people can't do. Jesus performed miracles. He healed people... blind, crippled, deaf, even raised a couple of people from the dead. He had power over objects... created food out of thin air, enough to feed crowds of several thousand people. He performed miracles over nature... walked on top of a lake, commanding a raging storm to stop for some friends. People everywhere followed Jesus, because he constantly met their needs, doing the miraculous. He said if you do not want to believe what I'm telling you, you should at least believe in me based on the miracles you're seeing.

What did Jesus reveal about God's personality? What about God's thoughts, expectations and His feelings toward humankind?

Jesus Christ showed God to be gentle, loving, aware of our self-centeredness and shortcomings, yet deeply wanting a relationship with us. Jesus revealed that although God views us as sinners, worthy of His punishment, His love for us ruled and God came up with a different plan. God would have His Son receive the punishment for our sin. And Jesus willingly accepted this plan.

Jesus was tortured with a whip of nine sharp-tipped ends. A "crown" of two-inch thorns was pressed into his head. Then they secured Him to a cross by pounding nails through His hands and feet into the wood. Given His other miracles, those nails didn't keep Him on the cross; His love for us did. Jesus died in our place so we could be forgiven. Of all the religions known to humanity, only through Jesus will you see God reaching toward humanity, providing a way for us to have a relationship with Him. Jesus proves a divine heart of love, meeting our needs, drawing us to Himself. Because of Jesus' death we can be forgiven, fully accepted by God and genuinely loved by God. God says, "I have loved you with an everlasting love, therefore I have continued my faithfulness to you." This is God, in action.

The most conclusive proof that Jesus is equal to God was Jesus' most closely scrutinized miracle - His own resurrection from the dead.

Jesus said that three days after His burial He would come back to life. On the third day after His crucifixion, the almost two-ton boulder in front of His tomb was catapulted up a slope. The guard of well-trained Roman soldiers saw a blinding light and an angel. The tomb was empty, except for the burial clothes that had been wrapped around Jesus' body. Over the years, legal, historical and logical analysis has been applied to Jesus' resurrection and the most feasible conclusion still is that Jesus rose from the dead.

Friday, November 11, 2005

Edition 7 of the NO ANSWER Study

Friday, November 11th

Edition 7 of the NO ANSWER Study

Happy Veteran’s & Remembrance Day!

“If you have faith as small as a mustard seed,… nothing will be impossible for you.”

Questions that come to my mind are this (possible answers I have found below them):
  • How long should I pray?

1) Continually.

2 )Enough to be willing to do God’s will and not mine.

  • How should I pray?
1) I should pray with action.
2) As many times as it takes to be content in MY heart.
3) Silently or by speaking is irrelevant, it’s the attitude of the heart.
  • How long should I fast?
  • What accounts for a “mustard seed” of faith?
1) We have seen that a mustard seed is a very small thing. It takes very little faith to do the impossible.
2) The mustard seed would need to grow, so this is a growing faith. This faith is, in a sense, to be harvested, or as I see it, to become useful.
3) I should test my faith.

Note: I have had a ton of thoughts over the last few days, and I think I may have come up with something interesting.

Mark 6:17-20
17 For Herod himself had given orders to have John arrested, and he had him bound and put in prison. He did this because of Herodias, his brother Philip's wife, whom he had married. 18 For John had been saying to Herod, "It is not lawful for you to have your brother's wife." 19 So Herodias nursed a grudge against John and wanted to kill him. But she was not able to, 20 because Herod feared John and protected him, knowing him to be a righteous and holy man. When Herod heard John, he was greatly puzzled; yet he liked to listen to him.

Note: I had a thought that when John was in prison, it would only make sense for him to pray. Guessing here, I would assume he was in prison for a time, because he had doubts about whether Jesus was the one. And in the end, he was beheaded. Let’s not stop there…

Mark 14:32-42
32 They went to a place called Gethsemane, and Jesus said to his disciples, "Sit here while I pray." 33 He took Peter, James and John along with him, and he began to be deeply distressed and troubled. 34 "My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death," he said to them. "Stay here and keep watch."

35 Going a little farther, he fell to the ground and prayed that if possible the hour might pass from him. 36 "Abba, Father," he said, "everything is possible for you. Take this cup from me. Yet not what I will, but what you will."

37 Then he returned to his disciples and found them sleeping. "Simon," he said to Peter, "are you asleep? Could you not keep watch for one hour? 38 Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the body is weak."

39 Once more he went away and prayed the same thing. 40 When he came back, he again found them sleeping, because their eyes were heavy. They did not know what to say to him.

41 Returning the third time, he said to them, "Are you still sleeping and resting? Enough! The hour has come. Look, the Son of Man is betrayed into the hands of sinners. 42 Rise! Let us go! Here comes my betrayer!"

Note: Jesus prays three times. Enough to bring his heart on board. Enough to give him the strength to do the task at hand. And the key that I noted was that he prayed for “God’s will” in all of it. What happens when my will and God’s will clash? Am I so prideful to think that my ideas are better than God’s? Am I in charge or is God in charge? Just some thoughts. I appreciate the feedback given and look forward to hearing from each of you again real soon. Happy Veterans and Remembrance Day!

Thursday, November 10, 2005

Edition 6 of the NO ANSWER Study

Thursday, November 10th

Edition 6 of the NO ANSWER Study

“If you have faith as small as a mustard seed,… nothing will be impossible for you.”

Questions that come to my mind are this (possible answers I have found below them):
  • How long should I pray?

1) Continually.

  • How should I pray?

1) I should pray with action.
2) As many times as it takes to be content in MY heart.
3) Silently or by speaking is irrelevant, it’s the attitude of the heart.

  • How long should I fast?

  • What accounts for a “mustard seed” of faith?

1) We have seen that a mustard seed is a very small thing. It takes very little faith to do the impossible.
2) The mustard seed would need to grow, so this is a growing faith. This faith is, in a sense, to be harvested, or as I see it, to become useful.
3) I should test my faith.

In regards to silent prayer (last time I address this issue? I hope so.):
Dogmatic (adj.):

  1. Relating to, characteristic of, or resulting from dogma.

  2. Characterized by an authoritative, arrogant assertion of unproved or un-provable principles.

  3. Characterized by arrogant assertion of unproved or un-provable principles.


Hebrews 5:7
7 During the days of Jesus' life on earth, he offered up prayers and petitions with loud cries and tears to the one who could save him from death, and he was heard because of his reverent submission.

Reverent (adj.):

  1. Feeling or showing profound respect or veneration.


Matthew 6:5-7
5 "And when you pray, do not be like the hypocrites, for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and on the street corners to be seen by men. I tell you the truth, they have received their reward in full. 6 But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you. 7 And when you pray, do not keep on babbling like pagans, for they think they will be heard because of their many words.

(Notes from a friend): In context, this is in correction of those who pray out loud to be heard by men, and it does no more to restrict us to silent prayer than the other passages restrict us to audible. However, to address God not "hopping" inside our head (and why couldn't he--if our thoughts can be detestable to God, that means he knows what they are), it's interesting that Mt 6:6 says "your Father who sees in secret". The Greek for this, blepo, per the dictionary, can mean not only "to see" in the literal sense but also "to discern mentally", "to see with the mind's eye", or "to have (the power of) understanding". He "sees" our prayer, or "mentally understands" our prayer rather than "hears" (Gk akouo, to hear, which can also mean to understand aurally). The use of blepo rather than akouo would make sense if the prayer referred to were silent.

1 Chronicles 28:9
9 "And you, my son Solomon, acknowledge the God of your father, and serve him with wholehearted devotion and with a willing mind, for the LORD searches every heart and understands every motive behind the thoughts. If you seek him, he will be found by you; but if you forsake him, he will reject you forever.

Note: So, I was wrong. God knows our thoughts. And this puts me back to square one on this study. Not a bad thing, but it can be a bit frustrating at times. Even though he knows my thoughts and definitely my actions, he still gives me free-will. Tomorrow is Remembrance Day. And in accordance to this, I did a bit of a study last night, which ties into this study that I am doing right now. It’s amazing how everything ties together.

John the Baptist:
Matthew 3:13-17
13 Then Jesus came from Galilee to the Jordan to be baptized by John. 14 But John tried to deter him, saying, "I need to be baptized by you, and do you come to me?"

15 Jesus replied, "Let it be so now; it is proper for us to do this to fulfill all righteousness." Then John consented.

16 As soon as Jesus was baptized, he went up out of the water. At that moment heaven was opened, and he saw the Spirit of God descending like a dove and lighting on him. 17 And a voice from heaven said, "This is my Son, whom I love; with him I am well pleased."

Note: John was to prepare the way for Jesus and was one of the first to proclaim him as Christ. But, check this out:

Matthew 11:2-3
2 When John heard in prison what Christ was doing, he sent his disciples 3 to ask him, "Are you the one who was to come, or should we expect someone else?"

Note: John the Baptist doubts. He’s in prison, day in and day out, he can do nothing and it seeps in. I would be a liar to say that this study has raised doubts in my heart. I’m bi-polar and have had a rough time lately. I don’t just see myself like that moon, but really everyone. We all wax and wan throughout our life. In all aspects, job, marriage, faith, and the list can go on. Some days, I am more full of zeal than others. Peter was all fired up to be with Christ and then denied him three times before repenting. John was encouraged by Jesus while in prison and doubt left him. Elijah fled for his life after an amazing victory before God comforted him.

1 Corinthians 14:36-38
36 Did the word of God originate with you? Or are you the only people it has reached? 37 If anybody thinks he is a prophet or spiritually gifted, let him acknowledge that what I am writing to you is the Lord's command. 38 If he ignores this, he himself will be ignored.

Note: I am grateful that the word did not originate in me. One last scripture,

Psalm 119:137-140
137 Righteous are you, O LORD, and your laws are right. 138 The statutes you have laid down are righteous; they are fully trustworthy. 139 My zeal wears me out, for my enemies ignore your words. 140 Your promises have been thoroughly tested, and your servant loves them.

Note: Zeal comes and goes (hand in hand with stamina, I guess), but God’s promises have already been tested. The answers are here, I just have to look for them. I love you all, have a great Veteran’s Day and Remembrance Day tomorrow.

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Edition 5 of the NO ANSWER Study

Wednesday, November 9th

Edition 5 of the NO ANSWER Study

“If you have faith as small as a mustard seed,… nothing will be impossible for you.”

Questions that come to my mind are this (answers I have found below them):
  • How long should I pray?
1) Continually.
  • How should I pray?
1) Examples in the bible show that they prayed out loud. No examples of a silent or quiet prayer.
2) I should pray with action.
3) As many times as it takes to be content in MY heart.
  • How long should I fast?

  • What accounts for a “mustard seed” of faith?
1) We have seen that a mustard seed is a very small thing. It takes very little faith to do the impossible.
2) The mustard seed would need to grow, so this is a growing faith. This faith is, in a sense, to be harvested, or as I see it, to become useful.
3) I should test my faith.

In Regards to Silent Prayer:
1 Samuel 1:12-17
12 As she kept on praying to the LORD, Eli observed her mouth. 13 Hannah was praying in her heart, and her lips were moving but her voice was not heard. Eli thought she was drunk 14 and said to her, "How long will you keep on getting drunk? Get rid of your wine."

15 "Not so, my lord," Hannah replied, "I am a woman who is deeply troubled. I have not been drinking wine or beer; I was pouring out my soul to the LORD. 16 Do not take your servant for a wicked woman; I have been praying here out of my great anguish and grief."

17 Eli answered, "Go in peace, and may the God of Israel grant you what you have asked of him."

Romans 15:4
4 For everything that was written in the past was written to teach us, so that through endurance and the encouragement of the Scriptures we might have hope.

Psalm 4:4
4 In your anger do not sin; when you are on your beds, search your hearts and be silent.

Psalm 63:6
6 On my bed I remember you; I think of you through the watches of the night.

Note: (Scriptures recommended from a Yahoo Group) The scripture in 1st Samuel shows that she wasn’t talking, but her lips were moving. This still does not show me that God hops in my brain and reads my mind. I know of people who can read lips. Even though there is no volume to her words, God is all around and can see what she is saying. The Romans scripture is something I think was intended to back up the Samuel scripture. But instead, I don’t see how… I do agree that the Old Testament is good and there is much to be learned from it. It is 3 times the size of the New and something should be said about that alone. The Psalm 4 scripture, I am not sure how that applies either. It doesn’t say anything about prayer, but I think it is more about forgiveness. The mention of anger is talked about earlier in the verse. Psalm 63 looks to be a verse about reflection and not prayer. Surrounding verses speak of singing and so I don’t see the connection of silent prayer, praying within the confines of your mind and God hearing that prayer. I still think that some action is required.

2 Kings 4:32-35
32 When Elisha reached the house, there was the boy lying dead on his couch. 33 He went in, shut the door on the two of them and prayed to the LORD. 34 Then he got on the bed and lay upon the boy, mouth to mouth, eyes to eyes, hands to hands. As he stretched himself out upon him, the boy's body grew warm. 35 Elisha turned away and walked back and forth in the room and then got on the bed and stretched out upon him once more. The boy sneezed seven times and opened his eyes.

John 11:32
32 When Mary reached the place where Jesus was and saw him, she fell at his feet and said, "Lord, if you had been here, my brother would not have died."

33 When Jesus saw her weeping, and the Jews who had come along with her also weeping, he was deeply moved in spirit and troubled. 34 "Where have you laid him?" he asked. "Come and see, Lord," they replied.

35 Jesus wept.

36 Then the Jews said, "See how he loved him!"

37 But some of them said, "Could not he who opened the eyes of the blind man have kept this man from dying?"

38 Jesus, once more deeply moved, came to the tomb. It was a cave with a stone laid across the entrance. 39 "Take away the stone," he said.

"But, Lord," said Martha, the sister of the dead man, "by this time there is a bad odor, for he has been there four days."

40 Then Jesus said, "Did I not tell you that if you believed, you would see the glory of God?"

41 So they took away the stone. Then Jesus looked up and said, "Father, I thank you that you have heard me. 42 I knew that you always hear me, but I said this for the benefit of the people standing here, that they may believe that you sent me."

43 When he had said this, Jesus called in a loud voice, "Lazarus, come out!" 44 The dead man came out, his hands and feet wrapped with strips of linen, and a cloth around his face.

Jesus said to them, "Take off the grave clothes and let him go."

45 Therefore many of the Jews who had come to visit Mary, and had seen what Jesus did, put their faith in him.

Matthew 26:36-44
36 Then Jesus went with his disciples to a place called Gethsemane, and he said to them, "Sit here while I go over there and pray." 37 He took Peter and the two sons of Zebedee along with him, and he began to be sorrowful and troubled. 38 Then he said to them, "My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death. Stay here and keep watch with me."

39 Going a little farther, he fell with his face to the ground and prayed, "My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will."

40 Then he returned to his disciples and found them sleeping. "Could you men not keep watch with me for one hour?" he asked Peter. 41 "Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the body is weak."

42 He went away a second time and prayed, "My Father, if it is not possible for this cup to be taken away unless I drink it, may your will be done."

43 When he came back, he again found them sleeping, because their eyes were heavy. 44 So he left them and went away once more and prayed the third time, saying the same thing.

Note: How big is my faith? Elisha was the first to raise the dead. Jesus raised the dead. So, what happens if I believe and it still doesn’t happen? Did God make his decision as he did with David? The thing I noticed with Elisha is that he didn’t do it just once. He did it twice. Jesus prayed in the garden three times. Elisha’s prayer was answered the second time, Jesus when he raised the dead only took one. But when Jesus was in the garden praying for God’s will to change, God said “no, it needs to happen this way.” Because God doesn’t answer in my way doesn’t mean God doesn’t answer. Still, scripture is good and I will study this out more and more. Any feedback is, of course, more than welcome.

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Edition 4 of the NO ANSWER study

Tuesday, November 8th

Edition 4 of the NO ANSWER Study

“If you have faith as small as a mustard seed,… nothing will be impossible for you.”

Questions that come to my mind are this (answers I have found below them):
  • How long should I pray?
1) Continually.
  • How should I pray?
1) Examples in the bible show that they prayed out loud. No examples of a silent or quiet prayer.
  • How long should I fast?

  • What accounts for a “mustard seed” of faith?
1) We have seen that a mustard seed is a very small thing. It takes very little faith to do the impossible.
2) The mustard seed would need to grow, so this is a growing faith. This faith is, in a sense, to be harvested, or as I see it, to become useful.
3) I should test my faith.

James 2:14-26
14 What good is it, my brothers, if a man claims to have faith but has no deeds? Can such faith save him? 15 Suppose a brother or sister is without clothes and daily food. 16 If one of you says to him, "Go, I wish you well; keep warm and well fed," but does nothing about his physical needs, what good is it? 17 In the same way, faith by itself, if it is not accompanied by action, is dead.

18 But someone will say, "You have faith; I have deeds." Show me your faith without deeds, and I will show you my faith by what I do.

19 You believe that there is one God. Good! Even the demons believe that—and shudder.

20 You foolish man, do you want evidence that faith without deeds is useless? 21 Was not our ancestor Abraham considered righteous for what he did when he offered his son Isaac on the altar? 22 You see that his faith and his actions were working together, and his faith was made complete by what he did. 23 And the scripture was fulfilled that says, "Abraham believed God, and it was credited to him as righteousness," and he was called God's friend. 24 You see that a person is justified by what he does and not by faith alone.

25 In the same way, was not even Rahab the prostitute considered righteous for what she did when she gave lodging to the spies and sent them off in a different direction? 26 As the body without the spirit is dead, so faith without deeds is dead.

Note: Now, one question I have thought about was quiet prayer (praying to oneself) or praying out load so I can be heard. So, I searched and searched on this, and found that “Silent Prayer” - no scripture referring to praying quietly or silently. Silent is used in 59 scriptures; quiet is used in 51 scriptures, none in the context of praying in a quiet or silent fashion.

Genesis 20:6-7
6 Then God said to him in the dream, "Yes, I know you did this with a clear conscience, and so I have kept you from sinning against me. That is why I did not let you touch her. 7 Now return the man's wife, for he is a prophet, and he will pray for you and you will live. But if you do not return her, you may be sure that you and all yours will die."

Note: Here in Genesis, an example of prayer for someone to live and it works. The interesting thing I see is that the one who wanted to live had to do the work… it just stood out to me. He had to make a decision of wanting to live and then have someone pray for him so that it could happen.

2 Samuel 12:7-18a
7 Then Nathan said to David, "You are the man! This is what the LORD, the God of Israel, says: 'I anointed you king over Israel, and I delivered you from the hand of Saul. 8 I gave your master's house to you, and your master's wives into your arms. I gave you the house of Israel and Judah. And if all this had been too little, I would have given you even more. 9 Why did you despise the word of the LORD by doing what is evil in his eyes? You struck down Uriah the Hittite with the sword and took his wife to be your own. You killed him with the sword of the Ammonites. 10 Now, therefore, the sword will never depart from your house, because you despised me and took the wife of Uriah the Hittite to be your own.'

11 "This is what the LORD says: 'Out of your own household I am going to bring calamity upon you. Before your very eyes I will take your wives and give them to one who is close to you, and he will lie with your wives in broad daylight. 12 You did it in secret, but I will do this thing in broad daylight before all Israel.' "

13 Then David said to Nathan, "I have sinned against the LORD."
Nathan replied, "The LORD has taken away your sin. You are not going to die. 14 But because by doing this you have made the enemies of the LORD show utter contempt, the son born to you will die."

15 After Nathan had gone home, the LORD struck the child that Uriah's wife had borne to David, and he became ill. 16 David pleaded with God for the child. He fasted and went into his house and spent the nights lying on the ground. 17 The elders of his household stood beside him to get him up from the ground, but he refused, and he would not eat any food with them.

18 On the seventh day the child died.

Note: God made his decision before David started praying. If God makes a decision, prayer may or may not change the verdict. He has changed his mind in the past, but it is also obvious that to save many, he is willing to sacrifice some (IE: his son, Jesus). David, in this example, was going into the prayer time knowing good and well he was trying to change God’s mind. God came out and said that this was going to happen, and it did. David’s son death was a direct result of a sin in David’s life. One thing I think about is how my sin can hurt others. The consequences of my sin branch out and affect other people. Adultery – it would hurt my wife and the one I cheat with. Excessive Gambling – it negates the responsibility of my bills and has a trickle down effect. Lust – it minimizes the one being lust after and becomes objectification and other sins result. Who am I hurting today?