The Honor Role
I can’t sleep. In fact, last night to now, I haven’t slept a wink. I’m just in that much pain right now. And so, what am I to do? Wait. Really, that’s all that I can do. I will say this; I’ve had a productive night. I have worked out my school schedule to almost completion. The only thing lacking is the discussion with my wife before I move forward. I am dreading not sleeping. With my medicine, I either take too much sleeping medicine and don’t get up in the morning or don’t take enough and end up in the situation that I am in now. Seriously, the problem tonight isn’t sleeping medicine but pain.
Psalm 3:1-8
O LORD, how many are my foes! How many rise up against me! Many are saying of me, “God will not deliver him.” But you are a shield around me, O LORD; you bestow glory on me and lift up my head. To the LORD I cry aloud, and he answers me from his holy hill. I lie down and sleep; I wake again, because the LORD sustains me. I will not fear the tens of thousands drawn up against me on every side. Arise, O LORD! Deliver me, O my God! Strike all my enemies on the jaw; break the teeth of the wicked. From the LORD comes deliverance. May your blessing be on your people.
Psalm 4:1-8
Answer me when I call to you, O my righteous God. Give me relief from my distress; be merciful to me and hear my prayer. How long, O men, will you turn my glory into shame? How long will you love delusions and seek false gods? Know that the LORD has set apart the godly for himself; the LORD will hear when I call to him. In your anger do not sin; when you are on your beds, search your hearts and be silent. Offer right sacrifices and trust in the LORD. Many are asking, “Who can show us any good?” Let the light of your face shine upon us, O LORD. You have filled my heart with greater joy than when their grain and new wine abound. I will lie down and sleep in peace, for you alone, O LORD, make me dwell in safety.
Sleep is a wonderful thing. It really is. The Bible does talk about the good and bad that sleep can have with it. And it is a very simple idea, but when people become involved, it gets messed up. It really does. Layman terms, the Bible says to not sleep too much. Bible also says that when I trust in God, my sleep will be peaceful. I guess that since I didn’t grab any sleep, I’m not trusting God enough. That could be true. I’m so tired now, that I’m not really sure. I have just a few working brain cells, and they are all laughing at each other (AAAHHH!!!). Seriously though, here it is at 5 O’clock in the morning, and I’m actually thinking of a neighbor here that hates me for no reason. I think he hates me for his sins, but I am not sure. I’m praying for the guy.
Proverbs 6:1-35
My son, if you have put up security for your neighbor, if you have struck hands in pledge for another, if you have been trapped by what you said, ensnared by the words of your mouth, then do this, my son, to free yourself, since you have fallen into your neighbor's hands: Go and humble yourself; press your plea with your neighbor! Allow no sleep to your eyes, no slumber to your eyelids. Free yourself, like a gazelle from the hand of the hunter, like a bird from the snare of the fowler. Go to the ant, you sluggard; consider its ways and be wise! It has no commander, no overseer or ruler, yet it stores its provisions in summer and gathers its food at harvest. How long will you lie there, you sluggard? When will you get up from your sleep? A little sleep, a little slumber, a little folding of the hands to rest - and poverty will come on you like a bandit and scarcity like an armed man. A scoundrel and villain, who goes about with a corrupt mouth, who winks with his eye, signals with his feet and motions with his fingers, who plots evil with deceit in his heart— he always stirs up dissension. Therefore disaster will overtake him in an instant; he will suddenly be destroyed—without remedy. There are six things the LORD hates, seven that are detestable to him: haughty eyes, a lying tongue, hands that shed innocent blood, a heart that devises wicked schemes, feet that are quick to rush into evil, a false witness who pours out lies and a man who stirs up dissension among brothers. My son, keep your father's commands and do not forsake your mother's teaching. Bind them upon your heart forever; fasten them around your neck. When you walk, they will guide you; when you sleep, they will watch over you; when you awake, they will speak to you. For these commands are a lamp, this teaching is a light, and the corrections of discipline are the way to life, keeping you from the immoral woman, from the smooth tongue of the wayward wife. Do not lust in your heart after her beauty or let her captivate you with her eyes, for the prostitute reduces you to a loaf of bread, and the adulteress preys upon your very life. Can a man scoop fire into his lap without his clothes being burned? Can a man walk on hot coals without his feet being scorched? So is he who sleeps with another man's wife; no one who touches her will go unpunished. Men do not despise a thief if he steals to satisfy his hunger when he is starving. Yet if he is caught, he must pay sevenfold, though it costs him all the wealth of his house. But a man who commits adultery lacks judgment; whoever does so destroys himself. Blows and disgrace are his lot, and his shame will never be wiped away; for jealousy arouses a husband's fury, and he will show no mercy when he takes revenge. He will not accept any compensation; he will refuse the bribe, however great it is.
Yes, this is great stuff. I am not sure if there is any knowledge or wisdom that I can add or say about this in reflection. And I shouldn’t necessarily have to… I mean, this is Proverbs, the same Proverbs that comes right out and says: Whoever loves discipline loves knowledge, but he who hates correction is stupid. So… I guess I am going to make breakfast for my wife now. Johnny Out.